describing our dream lives

[00:00:01] Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, whoa, welcome back to that's the whiskey, this um you know it's just your girls there Hey, hey, no I'm Jasmine and I'm Carolyn and we're we've been hanging out today guys

[00:00:29] We have a hungout in so long like you don't understand we haven't like gone out and done things And oh really long time running around moment yeah seeing the cows yes

[00:00:41] We have a lot of fun and and we've locked it and we did so you guys will get to see how our day went The vlog probably won't go out for a little bit, but you'll see

[00:00:53] Just you wait it's been fun though. It's been nice a good time It is really hot today, but like yeah, we have fun. Yeah, you have perfect lips Like you have the lips that people want when they go to get bowed off Thank you Are the like filler?

[00:01:12] Yeah, that's the Thank you Oh, it's a good time I appreciate that Yes, really do the Because yours is very lifted Thank you. Oh, I got a good thought ruined my day

[00:01:24] I just made a creepy face at me like she was gonna hurt me. She just called me ugly No, I did it she made a creepy face and I got scared She's writing threatening though, but to me right now. Okay

[00:01:36] Says park us is gonna be short so just know that now Maybe you guys want that maybe we talked too much Maybe that's something you are looking for I just want to talk about or not What I oh my god. Oh what she wants?

[00:01:51] We want all of it Like no, good morning. I'm okay. So my thought was because you're gonna have to be the mine Picture picture me this two girls who are Not feeling great physically Not great girls Amazing girls even Perfect wonderful sexy girls

[00:02:11] Yes, yes and intelligent girls. Perhaps cousins What do you want to just just hypothetically So we've been hanging out in the he running around once a trader shows Yes, I'm tired my head hurts your tired and your head hurts And we're like oh we should have our lives

[00:02:33] We should record a podcast and then we both just sat here quietly for like 10 minutes Not knowing what to do the podcast about I would you start listening to videos like Scrolling on reals And

[00:02:50] But I had the idea come to my mind of like how fun would it be a great idea I'm not my man To just describe what We'd want our like what our dream life would be like 10 years from now say

[00:03:05] I would love this just like getting into detail. I think it'd be fun in our own dream lives right not like my name like for you I mean, I'm sure can that be included in my dream life because if my dream life include to you

[00:03:19] Like it just it like includes us He won't like houses next third or two of the slides in new our rooms Yeah, I am out here, but we can turn about all Yeah, if you guys want to know more about it. You can check out our vlog

[00:03:37] I actually am I was going to go to couples there. Yeah This is so much I'm really excited about this how are we gonna do this? It's I was both like hating your lives and being like maladaptive Dave dreamers So we're like oh

[00:03:55] Honestly for me. I'm like I think a big In 10 minutes like I saw a really good friend of mine who I haven't seen since Those of you are in here my Explofer and died a year ago actually almost exactly a year ago and I saw

[00:04:16] Good friend of his like a best friend of his who's become a good friend of mine this weekend. It was like really good But really heavy like the next day we both texted each other like I'm fucking exhausted

[00:04:26] And I love you. It was so good needed but like damn But when we're hanging out we decided to make like little Perkandles with like little intentions or like very written on them and on mine I wrote like dear universe Something like

[00:04:43] Help me dream big and remember there's so much life around me still that I am protected Yeah, and like the Thought of just like dream big keeps like coming back to me Like you know trying to like remember that there's like there are still like exciting cool things

[00:05:02] That happen and I'm allowed to be someone who experiences them So I'm like I think I I'm like Bring it back to Circling back or like I was thinking about your baby. Oh my god

[00:05:20] My stinky little bit too much is to come her name is or at just it was now Or a Yeah So pretty I literally saw that name

[00:05:36] You know one of those posts and they had like a bunch of baby names and I literally was like we really like I love but I love to become like the most popular name and then but then we also and we I worked with the girl named

[00:05:49] Ila or not I didn't work with her but like she was kind of around But she went by Isla and so we really liked that But then we were like dude all of our kids are gonna have like super like other like or other kids

[00:06:03] They're just gonna have like super generic white names like we can't have like a bunch of like random You know and then and Isla you know and they're like oh, then I just I feel like would make her feel word

[00:06:14] And then we saw or on a post and I was like That just makes so much sense for me Me of all people That makes like of course I would name my daughter

[00:06:25] Decor you can put in the nursery oh, I know I am gonna do her nursery like moon and stars The same with like baby pain but keep it kind of earthy I'm really trying not to be sad beige mom but it's hard

[00:06:39] I mean I won't be when she's older of course, but for now if I can choose Sorry, or uh But anyway, okay, so You know the first thing to mind That was

[00:06:55] Sorry, am I kidding you off my idiot she smells a word? No, I just said no, I just said yeah, I just said so anyway. Okay We're good. Thank you Oh, I was thinking about Kitchens oh Interesting like when I think about like my dream house

[00:07:16] I always think about the kitchen okay, I like her. I think I'm starting with dream house Again, okay, okay, I really have to think about this Should I go first then? Yeah, I know yeah, please please

[00:07:29] I want a kitchen that I don't want one of those like huge kind of overwhelming league Kitchens but like a nice spacious one so you can have Several different appliances but still plenty of counterspace

[00:07:44] I want it to be a setup where you know two or three people at least could be cooking at the same time and Feel like they have enough room to do what they need to do right without just like some laying over each other

[00:07:57] And I want a flat Stove because they're easier to clean And I want a really pretty window where you like your like washing dishes You look up and there's like a beautiful tree and like you can like see what's going on

[00:08:13] I was like all that's the plan window Oh my god, that was a bad thing I was in my plan grow era remember how good they were doing and then I moved to the other boys and Diane eight all of them

[00:08:25] She really yeah, her protest. Yeah, yeah, and a dishwasher Absolutely absolutely absolutely and laundry indoor and on-site in there oh Yeah, did I tell you what my Friend told me this from Germany

[00:08:44] She said over there doesn't matter where you live like how small your apartment might be how like you know like Low cost it might be everywhere will have a washer and dryer and unit I mean she said like that's how it fucking should be right

[00:08:59] She said when she came here she was like what the fuck's going on? The thing that comes to mind when I think of like my dream home most importantly I don't want neighbors. I don't want to live in a neighborhood

[00:09:16] About that like my parents like my parents live like kind of out but like they have neighbors But like it's like a Fuminat walk to get to their house You know, it's not super far. They're not like secluded But like they have their space

[00:09:33] That is like super important to me I think I do want a big fat fucking kitchen not gonna lie I think I don't know. I think fridge is a really important to me like spacious fridge I do live dishwasher just washers change my life It's just so easy

[00:09:56] I love being able to Put them in as you go about your day Rather than having to be like Lining the either doing it every single time you're straight is or like letting that pile up right and

[00:10:08] Since this is like our this is like dream house like this is like all possibilities like you can get whatever you want I've always went to live in a green house. I love green houses I think green houses are the prettiest houses ever

[00:10:22] Green is the best color to paint house. I'm sorry. Like it just literally it just literally is not like bright green You're like super super dark green. But like the green of your like sage green But like a darker sage

[00:10:37] And let's see. I want to pool but I want to pool cover because I'm super afraid of my kids drowning I want on my kids out of their own room, but I want one extra room just to kind of fuck around with

[00:10:51] I thought super rich. I would want a couple of extra rooms Have a couple extra I don't want like a home gym because I would not use it Like I need to be accountable and go to another gym that's how I feel good exercising

[00:11:06] And I like classes like it's not like I'm gonna be like hire somebody to come give me a class and my job. I don't want that Um And I would like chicken and like like a chicken coop and chickens And maybe a couple goats

[00:11:24] And several cats and one dog I don't think I could handle more than I'm not a dog person just everyone knows I am with dogs. I know but like stranger dogs no I love love dogs, but I don't think I could ever have

[00:11:40] At least not I can't imagine it now. I couldn't have more than one Because of the what I've been through with yeah Like my child well like I got them when I was like a young teenager and one of my dogs

[00:11:54] I think she was really stressed out by a lot going on and literally just like snapped in every single time she saw Other dog she like wanted to attack and I actually got to house sit for her new owner

[00:12:07] Who's a family friend? It's like choose for how we dog all my god like the she's like My soul dog And she So he's so painful but this is like that absolute best outcome is what's happened

[00:12:24] So I am very grateful for that still and like she I remember taking her on a walk So this is maybe like year or two maybe longer after she had to be rehomed

[00:12:37] And she walked past other reactive dogs and did totally fine and I was like this is amazing like She must be feeling really good and this must be like a really good set up for her now and And like her her owner like feeds her like

[00:12:56] You know like those like really well balanced like It'd be happy that Subscribe yeah good diet. Good. Oh, she should and it just made me really happy. I love it But it was so painful to lose her

[00:13:12] And so honestly like kind of traumatic too because I was there. I remember when we I remember you were really I mean I was surprised that with the decision to Let her go to somebody else because she was the dog was in the house longer

[00:13:31] I think a lot of people would have been like oh The one who got here last is gonna go

[00:13:37] But I mean I'm just saying the other one wasn't causing my soul is there and she's about to have her first baby and we've reached out my parents reached up to a ton of different people they reached out to the rescue we got her from Go dogma great

[00:13:55] Organization and Pretty much everyone was like there's an idiom bitty bitty chance this could get resolved But it is so small Right and it would take so much that like I need to be really really with you about how small that chance is

[00:14:14] And it just worked out great Yeah, but it was really so scary and then another time was like My ex called me when we were dating he was house sitting like for some people through an app that he'd house

[00:14:30] Yeah, and they they're like oh hey by the way like we try to keep the dog separate like did not really explain a situation and He like

[00:14:40] So the dogs were in like separate rooms and he was just going to check on them and like he like they really cracked one of the doors up and just like check and the dog that was inside that room like push it was and

[00:14:54] One of the dogs that had been put down He called me like it was just really that it was really bad. I'm gonna leave it with that and it was really sad and scary Um, dogs are fun. I just very powerful. I don't think they can't scare me

[00:15:10] I think it just wouldn't be worth Stressing about for me like I would do better. Yeah, I don't really want a dog that much But Joan really wants a dog

[00:15:26] My biggest concern is my cat but anyway, okay any who is gonna be a short podcast so let's just try to I'm just gonna move on. I'm just gonna Yes, because also as a fucking tall person yeah, I

[00:15:43] The only time I've experienced being totally comfortable in that kind of situation isn't like a big hot tub And I want to be able to take a damn bath. That's like truly relax I Went hot tub too

[00:15:55] With my pool, but I don't want to um above ground one. I want one that's in ground Because above ground one's gonna be a trauma But I like what went on in the ground so it feels good. They've looked nice too

[00:16:07] Look so much nicer. Yeah, I would have like a bautjie book or as well and a small lake What can we be neighbors? Yes, that's my whole point then Then we have slides going into each other's room

[00:16:22] Is it blind as we use it blind? I know that's not what I'm scared What if I'm pregnant my baby falls out I'm scared to rout earlier I'm dead. Okay, what's the next thing drink dream car? Oh For myself I haven't thought about that

[00:16:45] I I don't know what car you want I would want a good okay This might surprise you. I want a big lifted Off-roading truck and I know you're gonna be like just what the fuck I am and it's because the one road trip I went on and

[00:17:06] Going to ghost towns in the bottom and like going to this hot springs out and the it wasn't in the middle of nowhere But like kind of and just I

[00:17:14] Before that trip I never realized how useful it could be. I don't think we really need them in like our lives here Right, but just Traveling and I'm like having the accessibility and like It just I would want it fairly traveling

[00:17:34] But with really my age and then maybe just like a little I don't know guys like a little SUV I would say more of like a sedan, but I'll hopefully have kids

[00:17:48] Yeah, I don't want something a little bigger. I'd really I think my dream car is in my house Mom car that I want Which I've had before is the BMW X3 now I have the BMW 328i and it's just as it in

[00:18:03] So I just want the mom car version back I love a good X3. It's got a spacious trunk You could sleep back there if you're gonna go on a little road trip I love I mean I and I know me this time fucking bougie

[00:18:20] But my family's all had BMW's and Mercedes were a long time and they're just so physically solid like I can drive How to see our V right or even Jonas car right Jenna has a Ford Explorer

[00:18:41] It's bigger than my car yet it weighs way less and it makes me feel significantly less safe Like when you you should try driving my car. It's like it's just really heavy and You look at like the safety whatever the fuck

[00:18:57] I mean, there's other cars that aren't like a German cars like that have good Safety ratings but I feel like being a mom I don't want to drive a car where like it feels like the wind could blow me over

[00:19:12] And I don't know anything there's also like a huge misconception that like Beamer's and Mercedes are like the most expensive car like yeah, if you buy them fucking brand new Emgressive deals right if you buy them brand new. Yeah, they're fucking expensive idiot

[00:19:30] But like if you buy them use it's not that expensive I could I could get a used car my version For the same price I could get like a Nissan Whatever the fuck the those Nissan's that are

[00:19:47] Like bigger cars like midsets cars for like the same price and I don't know I think there's that misconceptions or I just want to say that because I don't want people to think I'm sounding all bougie like oh yeah like I only get beamerized in Mercedes

[00:20:04] You won't have to be bougie but the other thing to is my dad's mechanic Well, he's not a mechanic for a living but he has been a mechanic and He can fix everything so it's not like I'm going to

[00:20:17] Of BMW mechanic all the time if I have a problem. I just call my dad My dad says though that Honda's and Toyota's are the most reliable cars But I've heard of it just always get that I would actually

[00:20:36] If I well, I don't know about like the newer models But I know for like I love the one if it's I've had My dad I would so just get like a new version of that too. I really like Honda CRBs

[00:20:50] I think that they're for like when I when I think of like cat camping and stuff But it reminds me to the same is like the X-ray I think I just like those Like shaped cars The idea of having something that I

[00:21:04] Confold now the seats of the back is totally flat exactly and there it's also comfortable to sit back there Right yeah, I really want to go camping in my car. I don't that I think I really really really want to go

[00:21:15] Me and Jenna talking about it. Oh, I think for our honeymoon we might just like go on a fucking road trip or something We were gonna go to Monterey or San Diego because okay I can fly

[00:21:27] Being pregnant but there is like a risk of miscarriage when you fly and my mom's client Flu, I like the same gestation and totally out of miscarriage. I guess it's like the pressure from this I don't know if I can whatever. I'm not an doctor

[00:21:42] So we're just gonna drive but I also don't want to drive too much because I don't want to get like blood clots Can you time scared remind me of you a website later called road tripers? Oh my god, please do super fucking perfect

[00:21:54] I the first time I went on a road trip It was awful and I felt really overwhelmed by like how do I plan it um Because like I deal you find fun shit along the way too and

[00:22:07] I've figured out some ways. I'm not like a road trip expert, but I've got on like if you have gone on the Nath I feel like What's your dream job And like really dream job not like oh my god, what a way what is gonna like anything

[00:22:27] Anything anything Not to work yeah, I think I'm kind of trying to figure out my dream job right now But I can say I think I want to graduate degree because I want to further my education and the field of psychology

[00:22:44] But I can say how I wanted to make me feel I want it to feel rewarding fulfilling I don't want to have to be I Don't want to have to think about it when I go home ever. I want to be able just fucking let it be

[00:23:02] I don't want to take work on with me I want to make a lot of money, obviously And does that have to be like a crazy amount? I mean Just I want to

[00:23:14] I want to feel like I can plan some like fun drips and get ready me. Oh you know what I want I want to get ready my cat some of those Like things you put on the wall for them to like climb around and like run around

[00:23:28] Oh, that was a cool dude. He would go so hard on those. He would love it. I feel like they Am would be scared. I really want them to meet I'm so

[00:23:38] I think I don't know what they would do with each other's energy. I think they would be like Like this is too. They're really way are you me? Yeah, you yeah, yeah, you know what I want I've been thinking of getting day in a brand day. Oh

[00:23:51] Okay, I want to but then I think okay But then when or is like a little or like getting bigger than I have to get her pet Because you know kids get to that point where they're like oh, I want to pet I mean sky

[00:24:05] But I feel like Diane I just feel like she's lonely. I felt like I feel like when I'm gone like I can just tell that she like Needs a friend but then I also don't want to do the opposite and stress around and make her pet dog

[00:24:21] Anyway, um My dream job is no job But at the same time it's not because I think that if I had no job, I would be stressed and hate my life Um I think like something I know that I know about you. I think you like routine

[00:24:39] I do you enjoy really bad. I just don't think I really I would I would not you to have a routine you don't like but like yeah, I need to be kind of busy and I need to be able to like rely on it

[00:24:51] Even if I would okay, here's my ideal Um I would love to be a professional podcaster with you. I would love for that so escape of blow the fuck up Um, and then I would love I don't know I'll say

[00:25:10] I think that will be fun because I'm like we have to kind of get other images imagine this We used to do a computer houses. What if we get okay, so I'm picturing our houses and like so much green cross and pretty and our husband

[00:25:24] Their best friends our husbands are best friends They're you know all the kids had to sleep over this night And so their the husbands are like hanging out after the kids have gone and our kids are obsessed with each other

[00:25:37] They all have a buddy each like yeah, I don't know yeah, and then you and I Really okay guys like how fun like watching the game And we go out to this Like oh, what if it was like a greenhouse kind of

[00:25:56] Like a big beautiful really well built green house so there's a lot of plants Right and there's also like a space Nearby or in it that we can just like sit and hang out like it's genuinely cozy and just hang out in

[00:26:13] But also we have like some nice equipment for a recording of podcasts right and so we can just hang out there and then I've really We should talk about this we can just She's like our hanging out spot for us. Yeah, it's our our she shed as well

[00:26:33] That is so cute okay, well I would love to be a podcast or but I was still live to do readings I think that is part of my calling so it's like that's what makes sense for me

[00:26:45] If I kid I don't know if I think I would love to do a bunch of little things at once if I could like Being involved in like since for a specialty coffee company just to kind of be like fuck around and

[00:26:56] You know whatever I would love to do that Like teach things and I would love to do that too I would just want to have like a bunch of really good few things that I really love like and do and make Hell, good money doing it You know

[00:27:12] I thought be fun I like that what else kind of do the dream life we got the house the car The job 10 years from now I hope I want a huge bed Just massive That's super fucking like so comfortable Yeah, bigger than

[00:27:43] Interesting and like the best mattress that best bed yeah best pillows When I want really good lighting in my house because fuck big lights. Yeah, hate them. Yeah, really hate them I would love Doers that are what is that like

[00:28:07] Where it's like glass, but it's like the privacy glass I would love that I don't know but maybe not and then I would just you know it. I really my dream thing would be is A security team like security guards around my house at all times

[00:28:30] Intiby with me everywhere I go That's like would just make me so happy Like even if I was a famous it would just make me like just happy yeah to just have that Like let let your brain yeah, I think with guns

[00:28:47] I'm like with guns big guns big guns machetes That's the biggest thing the I really want from my dream life which I think I will be like attainable is journey and I talk about often we are going to own our own spot of like

[00:29:06] That's the big thing like I don't care What it takes for me to get there? I am going to own my own spot of like when I'm gonna have it

[00:29:19] I was something rough. I get rich. I'm gonna buy a bit of a bit of a whole thing just to fucking have it Yeah, I want you know I want like my house to be I want it to be I always like

[00:29:33] Places where it's like how you're describing your parents I was like the neighbor situation yeah that kind of vibe and I like when it's Maybe half hour away from a town like size of like Santa Rosa petalino size yeah, but less than an hour Yeah

[00:29:55] From shit. I don't I don't I don't be a schoolhouse at all Yeah, I'm like let me be goes to a little bit I feel that way now that I'm pregnant though but I've never felt that way before

[00:30:07] I also want to hire I want to hire my brother to do interior design So I give him a fucking amount of money and be like make it nice because he His houses as apartments are always my favorite I've ever been in really

[00:30:24] I'm a huge as Pat Pat Pat Pat just has like Such his brain just works in like a way that He makes it so functional and nice I love functional I believe but like clean That makes sense

[00:30:42] And it shows his personal style and their personality yeah, but it's not I don't know it's just it's really just so good and a lot of plants and he sets up a lot of like automatic Plant situations for himself. I wouldn't need I need a plan window

[00:31:02] I wouldn't get any pigs. I want a little good even farm too. Yeah, I have to say that Yes, I'm 100% one thought that's part of my name all of them Yeah, so curse hand I mean

[00:31:16] What I just want to be madly madly madly still in the old jonna Which I know is already happening. It's not a dream. I've been madly in love with My sense and it won according to your reading Guys Carolyn's next man Be the doof

[00:31:38] Because I kept getting here We know cups in the reading And you pulled King of Cups for whatever the fucking was and you're like oh my god No, you need somebody that's sensitive. I think to understand you Yeah, I'm probably oh Maybe like oh

[00:31:59] I want a music room Like what the same vibe is what we grew up with I would want a big piano I would want Good cars and ukulele and Gully leet What did you say? I said Beno Chomos

[00:32:18] Yeah, I think that was really cool that our whole family was so musical like Guys family holidays we would all get in this fucking room to meet a groom and everybody would just like jam out and sing Yeah, it's sick and not in like a stupid weird way

[00:32:33] No, it was just it was like what should be it was genuine. I would want like the wall hangings because I think our kids would be on That I want to trust them with the people on the first dance And like a a baby grand piano and

[00:32:54] With a lot of kids Yeah, yeah, I remember when grandpa your group like I Yeah I would want like a nice Like out door Something that can double is just like a Gathering place for people as like a sit and police But also way back here. Oh good

[00:33:35] I would want it to be a good like kind of meditative Space really an individual too. And I want rosemary plants and my plants I want a garden that someone else takes care of. I love lavender, but I can like I want to take care of my garden

[00:33:51] I feel like that's therapy for me Maybe if we garden together I feel like I like I like seeing things grow. Actually like I'm like a complexing something You know it makes me we have a garden at my work

[00:34:06] And it's been fun because I invite one of the clients in particular to go out with me on weekend mornings on a work game And I'll give him the watering can and I take like the hose with a little sprayer

[00:34:20] And we'll water everything and it makes me it's a good way to start the day. I feel is very grounding I was like oh, I'm sorry. No, that's just because I like it's just like oh

[00:34:31] I do this one with garden. No, well and to go along with that like I would love to be able to hire my family members to do things like that for me

[00:34:44] So like they I can give them money and like you know they they're just kind of pussyfoot and around But I'm like paying them ridiculous amounts to do it. You know what I mean? We forgot like Sorry The wrap around porch

[00:34:59] I think it oh day I know say that I was thinking about it did like very hard court. Yeah, of course a wrap around porch And then in my dream life Skip around it 50 years from now I'm gonna be the I'm vaping first year. Oh, I'm vaping

[00:35:17] I'm vaping in my dream life This is looking into the healthy wall will come back out with the fucking cucumber pods That's my dream life and

[00:35:26] I got it. I actually make it to be happy and I just want to be I want I hope that when or is an adult and like reflecting on her childhood in life She still likes me You know she's not like oh, that was like my best

[00:35:46] I don't want her to feel that way about me you know I want her to be like them like my mom was the shoot

[00:35:53] Like I hope when she's like my age she like is reflecting and she's like oh my god, like I was so hurt on my mom for no She was like so cool actually and then she goes every year house like two years later when she finally is

[00:36:04] Madrid enough to me. She's like hey mom Now I've been thinking a lot about that Yeah, I'm just a really great I hope I can give my kids security touch man Yeah, because I It affects a lot more than just Relationships even I hope if they have

[00:36:26] ADHD autism and email diversity That I can help them get like early intervention and you definitely won Maybe hopefully because I was I had no idea to age D Yeah, I think you're very aware

[00:36:44] I would be really surprised if you let your kids fucking run around with an An issue and just didn't do shit about it that would that's just not you Yeah, in fact I see you being the type to like take your k to the doctor and really like

[00:37:02] I see an issue here And especially like with your like decided career I think Definitely would put you in a place. I don't you don't seem like an indenial parent I might be one of those not sure I don't think so maybe

[00:37:18] I don't know I probably could one deny before you right now She's perfect I I'm really I'm really curious to see who she's gonna be I hope she's proud of herself just continuously yeah, just like I think she's gonna be like so saucy

[00:37:41] But anyway we're already over time of course Of course But I had fun I was gonna say I hope I've gotten to a place my health where My pain because with the conditions I have

[00:38:03] I'm gonna be a pain for the rest of my life which is like super depressing and whatever But it can get low enough like the symptoms I have can be mild enough that I don't think about them

[00:38:17] And I want to get to that point and I want to feel really in touch with my body because for so many years I've been super I've been super like I've had really

[00:38:30] Dissociate from my body in order to function and I'd yeah, I I get why I did that I'm not mad at myself for doing that Of course. I don't want to be like that anymore and I want to be like into it myself and

[00:38:44] I want to go and hell I Interesting, I want to go on the coolest hikes now and go see flowers and waterfalls and like Tops of mountains where they've used super cool mountain tops My

[00:39:01] I think that that's beautiful. I think you're dream life and I think it's attainable actually Thank you You're so stupid. Thank you We could just say I think I'm gonna have 4,000 children

[00:39:15] Just kidding. I hate pregnancy and not gonna lie not to sound fucking like an ungrateful bitch, but it's miserable I really there's like ever since lately a couple moments of the day that I enjoy And none of it has to do with being pregnant

[00:39:31] I don't know I've just been really sick and really Just I'm not feeling good so yeah, maybe if I wasn't feeling so horrible all the time I could like enjoy it and be just excited

[00:39:43] I would say being excited is like what's fun? Like I'm so excited to meet my baby. I'm so excited to like You know be doing this, but I don't know any like fuck me I'm like oh anyway fuck me Oh, she's gonna be so cool I hope so

[00:40:03] I was just not in care about I just hope she's not in ballet, but we can talk about that on the next episode And like please don't be a bully. Please don't be one of those like stuck up bitches

[00:40:13] But any one this was fun. It's like this was fun. I hope you guys liked that I want to know other people Yeah, yeah, I should send us a DM

[00:40:24] Yeah, cuz we're all cuz then we'll send it to each other. We like oh my god. Why didn't they think of that? Oh my god that would be so fun. That would be if you're listening send us a DM Please please Yeah, you heard of your first

[00:40:44] That's the best game See Oh, oh, keep an eye out for the next vlog please and thank you. I'm so sorry. I'm gonna have a nice day My mate